He doesn't interfere in my blog very often. On rare occasions he has asked me not to say something a specific way. Usually something he thinks I will regret later. And he has occasionally told me to post something. But that's rare.He emphasizes that it's my blog.
Yesterday he had me post the email I sent him.
He wanted... what?
I think he wanted you to see a different side of me. I know he feels that even here I choose not to share much of. Alujna said in her comment yesterday that the side I usually show is more professional. This was needier. You were right Alujna.
He wanted you to see past the normally cool analytical description. He wanted you to imagine me crawling. Begging. Wanting that. Asking for more.
He wanted to rip the covers off me and leave me naked and exposed for a day.
I think he wanted was to have my embarrassment of showing that part to you be kind of exciting for me. He wanted me squirming but not curled in a ball in the corner.