Update

We've talked about him playing with other subs and I've said I will try again to be ok with it. Even to enjoy it, as much as I can. That's my starting position.

If I was a different woman he might try to play at making me jealous, humiliating me with them. He's capable of that I think, of finding heat and excitement in that kind of humiliation. But I'm me, so he doesn't.

We've worked on some rules, some guidelines. Rules for me, guidelines for him. Guidelines for her too if it comes to that. I might post them some day when I have time to go find them and edit for spelling and punctuation.

So I have said go ahead. I will try to deal. I know it sounds like permission. It's really not. I dislike the idea of me giving him permission as much as he does I think. He'll do what he wants. So it's really a question of whether we fight about it or not. I suppose he could just tell me to shut up and suck it up, but he doesn't.

And he's prowling a little. Because he can. He might object to the word prowling. Umm, how about checking things out. Exploring?

And he told me about a conversation with a girl. A prospect.

She - Are you certain Sin is okay with this? Really okay?

He-  No, not really. I don't think she is sure either. She is willing to try it and I love her for that, of course.

Am I sure? No. But I'll try. Because he wants it.

And in other news, one of his ex-subs sent him a message today. The important ex-sub actually.

And yes, I'm fine. Not jealous. Not teary. Not crazy. So far so good. Stay tuned for further updates on all this.