I have no idea what to write here today.
I feel like I've moved away from a D/s blog, and am occupying a niche as a filler blog. Each day some new quickie or funny thing to fill in the blanks where there used to be D/s and intensity.
At the moment there's not much D/s in my life.
My Dom and I are ...
Well he's away.
And he's got a family crisis. Actually it's mostly a crisis of his own making. It requires tons of maintenance and will for a while.
Which matters because I need some maintenance too. And he doesn't have the time or the energy for me at the moment. I do get that.
He says "trust me". Which is sort of his way of putting me on hold and telling me everything will be fine in the long run if I don't "big it up" too much in the short term.
Yeah. I trust you and trust that that's the case. We'll get through this.
I really could use some attention though. Relationship attention. D/s attention. Some good rough play.
Not gonna happen for a while. I guess this is me bigging it up huh? Tsk.
8 comments:
yes and somehow self imposed is not the same :(
pasta and potatoes are fillers and I like them both...
I don't know about you -- but I find the whole "holiday" thing to be a pretty big damper on the D/s world.
We'll all get back to normal soon.
and as someone who mixes the content of her own blog with vanilla and not-so-vanilla
it's YOUR blog -- do what you want with it
Happy New Year -- sfp
i'm with sfp...your blog, you can say what you like and we'll still keep reading...we like you, D/s heavy or D/s light, or as the case is just now, D/s none.
So sorry about that part.
Hope things clear up soon. New year means things head back to "normal" and maybe that will help.
Hugs,
nilla
My subgirl, thank you for "bigging it up" for Us this time. It is what I expect of you but I also get how hard that can be at times. We will be fine and things will get back to normal in a couple days when I get back home.
You can borrow our Yurt any time if you need a getaway.
Mick
Sometimes what's going on inside is just too personal to write about on the outside. I think we all get that.
Your filler is damn fine filler.
Happy New Year Sin.
I think we are all "fillers" at some point.
We're not going anywhere--your "filler" is better than some peoples umm, "not filler?"
My eloquence is elusive lol.
Gosh, Sin, i'd probably come read your blog if you just wrote the alphabet over and over....
But thanks for sharing what's going on. i hope things get back to "normal" soon... i know how hard it is to not get the D/s fix you need.
hugs,
aisha
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