Monday, December 26, 2011

Confrontation

This morning was lovely. It was peaceful and happy. My sister was here, slept over last night and we had 2 hours or so of girl talk before anyone else got up. Perfect.

And then I watched a sweet movie, Love Actually. Yeah, I know it's girly, but it was that kind of day. Curled up on my couch, with a shawl and coffee and a girly movie.

And then, out of the blue something bad happened. A nasty little confrontation that left me feeling bad, worried, guilty, sick over it. It was done and over in less than five minutes.

But I think some of the bad will linger. Anxiety, guilt. Concern.

Shit.

4 comments:

strivingforpeace said...

hate that

but hopefully the good outweighs the bad

sfp

Mystress said...

Gosh.. sorry to hear that. Too bad that a nice enjoyable day ended up with you feeling so uneasy. Deep breaths.. and ground.. think positive. maybe whistle a happy tune? I try to do that when I can remember too.
Hugs and good thoughts,
Mystress

beingaisha said...

i'm so sorry.

Hope it works its way out into something else.

aisha

omega and mouse said...

Aww...really frustrating when a good days turns kinda bad.

Just sending big hugs to you.

mouse