He found me balky last night, probably a bit sulky this morning.
He was... oh I had lots of complaints. All of them unvoiced but probably showing in my face, my attitude. I obeyed but I wasn't happy.
This morning he announces that I am to do a meditation. 12 minutes wearing the clover clamps and thinking about submission, pondering my submission to him.
It worked.
First I felt submissive. Obedient and submissive.
Pain but not excruciating.
A hint of sexuality.
Submission.
And sweetness.
Just what he would have wanted.
There's a part of me that sees that the balky is gone and is kind of shocked at how predictable I am, how easily he plays me. How he strips away the parts of me he doesn't want. Where's the bitterness now?
I'm sweet. Submissive. Girly. Pleasing. Easy.
5 comments:
Yes!!! Truly sin, this is something mouse understands.
Hugs,
mouse
Do you feel lighter and happier when this happens? I do. I often get stuck in a mood I don't truly want to be in and I appreciate the help getting out of it.
Nice that you are sweet and submissive.
FD
Nice...
aisha
I am not surprised it worked, I think most of us are predictable to our Master in this way. I think that's part of what makes this work. Glad you are out of your funk.
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