New Game

He plays this game with me.

He makes me lift my tits with my nipples.

It's humiliating. It's really not pretty or sensual. Which I hate. I have this girly thing about being pretty. He doesn't. I'm sure he likes it better, knowing that it's a little humiliating for me. I try not to let him know that it bugs me because of course it just eggs him on.

He has me lift them, and hold them and then drop them.

Again. And again. Ordering me and watching me obey. 

He watches me hurt myself.

It's as if he is completely cool, calm.

As he watches me struggle to obey him.

Each time it hurts a little more.

Sometimes he leaves me longer. As he watches. Reserved.

Withdrawn. Almost clinical or cold.

He observes:

"Your nipples get longer and redder each time."

And orders:

"Keep them up there. If your fingers slip off, go right back to it."

And then humiliates:

"You can put your hand in your pants now. We both know you need it."