He kept control of my sexuality for 3 weeks.I wasn't allowed to touch or to cum without his permission.
He takes that control sometimes, because he wants to or sometimes as punishment. This time it was because I had offered it to him.
It was three weeks. He's never kept it that long before. I wondered if he'd ever give it back. And of course he knew I was wondering, worrying a bit.
He gave it back last night.
I didn't rebel or whine or nag him. But I did ask occasionally how long he would keep that control. I teased him that it had been 400 days or 42 ...
So last night he gave it back.
And how do I feel about it? A little sad I think. Like I'm missing something. His control? His attention?
6 comments:
I am wit You on this. I find that when He takes back the control, or loosens it I feel a loss. abby
I completely understand where you are coming from. Even though I sometimes get irked when he exerts control, I get even more agitated when it's not there. Its a never ending circle.
3 weeks heck im moaning and its been 12 days for me...so im feeling a bit ashamed of myself now..so well done you.
Its definitley one of those love/hate things but one that is worth it in the end.
tori
400 days, or 42...
Made me smile. Seems like forever.
Subgirls, I love that the Ownership of your sex stirs you both coming and going.
I am never allowed to cum without permission and it is a love hate thing. I struggle with it all the time, but it has an amazing effect on me. To lose control of such a private thing reminds you that you are always under their control.
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