carpe diem

carpe diem

Monday, March 5, 2012

I Hate Watching

I hate watching someone else get in trouble.

I just do.

It makes me want to rescue them, to lift them up, to make them happy again.

I know everyone goes through low points sometimes, that's life isn't it? But when someone is "in trouble" or being lectured or punished... I hate that.

I'm a rescuer, a champion of the underdog. A do-gooder. I'd make a terrible Domme.

Last night Big Bad was lessoning (I think that's the right word) a sub. He was, as she points out, using me to make it worse. He uses me as part of the humiliation, by having me witness the dressing down. And he also uses me as an example of how "good" I am. Both parts of that are icky.

I think I was as uncomfortable as she was. I wanted to pull the fire alarm just to create a diversion.

So, why does he do it? I guess it's part of the lesson for her. And it's a warning for me. And just because he likes being able to?

3 comments:

  1. Yeah, i don't know why i'm commenting. You write about stuff like this and all i can think is, o, wow. o, wow.

    Yet here i am.

    That would be very strange. Is there any element of hot for you? Cause i think there might be if i were you... now there's a dark confession.

    aisha

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  2. Rush Limbaugh could use a little help down here... I'm sure he'd appreciate your assistance.

    Mick

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  3. Two discomfited sub girls for the price of one, the ultimate value pack. Big Bad has an eye for a bargain.

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