There's a new blog I found, a friend of a friend, who writes from a Domme's point of view. Her name is Ms. Constance and I like her style.A lot. Go have a look. It's so rare that anyone writes from a Dominant's point of view and she's very well written.
In browsing through her blog, I found a post on doing things with a glad heart. It was and is timely for me.
Not doing this is one of my fatal flaws; I sulk.
I always obey, but not always with a glad heart.
I sulk and do things grudgingly. How fucking annoying is that?
So... I'll try to do better. I'll respond consciously, and try to do better.
Lighter... I think that's what I'm aiming for.
Thanks for the insights Ms. Constance!