finding my submission

... and now? He released me. I'm devastated. I'm not coping. Or, I guess I am. I eat, sleep, go to work, try to interact norma...

So what happened? We fought all the time. I wanted more. He felt guilty and defensive. I probably made him feel guilty. I HATE that I ...

Being back to my blog is strange. It's like prying open the door to an old house and finding that it squeaks and creaks and there are so...

I'm back.  Things are different.  I missed you all so much. My community that suddenly wasn't. I knew it was important to me,...

 Sofia asks What is the most important quality for a Dominant? Has your opinion on this changed over time? Gosh. I think there are severa...

I've been emailing with a blogger friend about cuckolding and why it's a turn on. Nice hmmm? It's a kink for lots of people....

Stress eating. Why do I do that? And procrastination? Some day I will be past that, right? I need to exercise more. Aren't I old e...