finding my submission

So... is this going to be my new declutter blog? Ummm, probably not. But I guess it's not going to be what it was. I had a Dom, and ...

Things are changing. I'm getting used to the new normal. Oh, don't be so quick to celebrate. I'm sure I will circle back aro...

I miss it. The dominance. The connection. The sex. Even the pain. Maybe especially the pain. What am I going to do? I have no id...

I'm really glad I posted what I did the last time on being released and that several of you said there were resources I could go to. Tha...

... and now? He released me. I'm devastated. I'm not coping. Or, I guess I am. I eat, sleep, go to work, try to interact norma...

So what happened? We fought all the time. I wanted more. He felt guilty and defensive. I probably made him feel guilty. I HATE that I ...

Being back to my blog is strange. It's like prying open the door to an old house and finding that it squeaks and creaks and there are so...