I want to train for a half marathon and have been trying to run and really its pathetic. i cant believe i am as out of shape as i am. running for 20 minutes is hard, so hard and i sweat and strain and want to quit.
today i did 30 minutes, run walk, a slow pace, and wanted to quit pretty much the whole time after the first minute.
i look at training plans and despair. but i need a focus, a goal or i wont ever make myself do anything.
i need to lose about 25 pounds to really be able to run decently, i notice a real difference at that point, but i think that even 15 pounds would make a difference. god... who am i kidding, anything would help, but i keep going up and up and up